Last night was rough. My hormones really ruined my night. I felt yucky all day and then it got worse at night. I felt so sad and when a tear started rolling, I couldn't stop crying. Poor Ricky! I am sure he had no idea what to do with me. I hate it when my hormones go wacky because I know it hurts Ricky. I hope he understand that it's nothing he did or didn't do but girls are just wacky! Last night I felt lonely which is crazy since I have Ricky but I was sad that my good friends have moved away. I was sad that my parents are living alone since my brother and I moved away so I felt gulity. I was sad that my brother is living alone and so far away from all his friends and I feel gulity that I don't spend enough quality time with him. I feel conflicted that I am young and I should go out and do things or else later when we have a kid, I'll be mad at myself for not going out and doing fun things earlier. I was just a big mess.
Thank you honey for hugging me till I felt better. Today is a much better day. Hopefully you won't have to deal with it next month.